I had dated the same man for the last five years, but suddenly I found out he was cheating on my so I dumped him about 6 months ago. I haven’t dated since than, not because I wasn’t asked out, I just haven’t gotten over the betrayal. This has made me particularly horny lately. We had a fairly active sex life, but it was more routine. While we had sex often, I refused oral sex and anal sex was a definite taboo. Some of my friends had told me they had tried anal sex (most did not get very far until they made their partner stop) but did not like it because of the intense pain. Even those that did finish refused to do it again. I guess the forbidden is what we are deepest fantasies are about.
I have resorted to masturbation lately to satisfy my lust. My vibrator has become my sex partner. I would lie in bed at night, my vibrator gently rubbing my clit as I dreamt of having sex. My latest fascination was with anal sex. I often fantasized of how I would be anally deflowered. While I would not do this in real life, it often consumed my fantasy life.
I had come home from work, ate dinner and took a leisurely bath. I put on a shirt that covered my ass and decided to go to bed. Not to sleep yet, but to masturbate again. Masturbation relaxed me before I went to sleep. There is nothing more comforting than an orgasm.
I lay on the bed and reached into the drawer to retrieve my vibrator. If was not very big, but when applied to my pussy lips and clit, it never failed to satisfy me. I put my hands into my panties and began to gently stoke my pussy, the vi... Læs hele novellen
