My name is Ray,16, Ive always been into crossdressing as long as I can remember. Since I was about 11 or 12 if I could guess. (Started with sisters clothing) I am about 58, Skinny, Asian. I must say I look very cute dressed up. I would always call my self Megan When Dressed.
(Little background info lol) ^_^;;
Well, my crossdressing life has always been on and off the past years. Ive also build up quite a collection of crossdressing material, such as, breastforms, my own clothing, a couple of cute wigs I like. As far as ive been concerned Crossdressing didnt affect my daily life as Ray. But during summer break...
It was summer break. It was around 9am, I was alone at home as usual nothing peculiar going on. I decided to transform into Megan for the day. As I fitted on my wigs... my mom walked in on me. Apperently, her bag snapped and needed a different one. Theres only one thing i can say from this. I felt disgusting. The look on her was just horrid, I didnt know what to do I just froze looking at her.
I remember my Mom saying "This must be a joke right?"
And after a couple more remarks she finally said "Why are you doing this Ray?"
I said "I cant help it, I love it, Ive tried to stop, but i just cant. Im sorry."
Personally, I felt horrible. I love my mother, I would never want to disappoint or cause her any pain.
In the end she said "Take it off, get yourself a hot shower, and well have a talk. Ill be in the dining room."
As we talked, she said she blamed herself for not having a father figure for me to look up to. We also talked of how to deal with my "Problem". In the end she decided to send me to Army Camp. To "Toughen" me up or something. I couldnt say a word during the whole conversation so I just went and agreed with anything she said.
Though, during the whole conversation, I realized that, I LOVED being Megan. It was amazing, I felt a rush, I felt needed. In a way, Im glad she found out...
The Army Camp was in Reno. I was to lea... Læs hele novellen
