I write with the agreement of my partner about experiences that I shared with her on her 40th birthday.
Mariko is a well-educated, middle class Japanese career woman. We have always been very open and frank with each other when it comes to discussing our sexual feelings and wishes. Our experiences on her birthday were the end result of my taking our discussions seriously. Mariko has a very specific sexual fantasy that she has talked about. This is a mixture of bondage and group-sex. To use her own words, she fantasised about being ‘restrained, helpless and used’ by a group of men for as long as they wanted. Talking about this would get her very aroused. In the weeks leading up to her birthday this topic came up in conversation on a number of occasions. She appeared genuinely keen on the idea. I therefore decided that as her 40th was a special date I should try to bring her fantasy to life. I must also admit that it sounded pretty exciting to me. As part of my secret preparations I decided that it would be safest to involve some of our mutual male friends rather than complete strangers. This way if Mariko said no at any time, or asked us to stop, we would immediately follow her instructions. This would have been too risky with people we did not know.
On the evening of her birthday we bathed and returned to our apartment. In the bedroom as she was getting out of her yukata I restrained her and using some belts that I had prepared in advance tied her spread-eagled to the bed. At this stage I think she was expecting me to make love to her in this bound position – something we had done on a number of occasions. Instead I just took a ‘before’ photo of her as a memento. I then left her on her own. About 20 or 30 minutes later our doorbell rang. At the door were six of our male friends who had agreed to participate for the night. As we greeted each other noisily I wondered what thoughts were going through Mariko’s mind particularly when she heard us coming t... Læs hele novellen
